they all have the same caption

 I LOVE YOU

:)

friendship is about sharing. and i've shared a huge part of my life with y'all

rip that blanco

i cant live without liquid paper. seriously.

esp when doing maths, idk why i just cant stop myself from writing the wrong stuff. even copying. i ll come out with something.. uhmm. and i dont like to use roller, alot. (FYI, roller is correction tape) cause i always fail to roll a smooth white tape on my ??? and ended up having holes? which makes my paper look even messier. ish

so that's why, i rushed to the nearest bookshop to buy a new one to replace my pentel. pentel is the best brand of liquid paper i've used so far, never give me a headache before. it's blue in color, and the wordings are in white and black and a little bit of green element with PENTEL the brand name red. i was searching for the same liquid paper like my old one. went to the bookshop on my 30mins break time, so i was meant to be fast on this task to go back on time. i found the liquid paper-s at the side of the counter and grabbed the blue blue colour liquid paper without any second thought, paid and rushed out to the bakery shop for my breakfast. feeling so glad and yay-ish cause finally dosent have to borrow ne's roller

but after i went back to the tuition centre and took a more careful look on my new liquid paper, it turned out as an un-pentel liquid paper. it's a faster, another brand of liquid paper, with 99% of similarities on the cover just except the brand name is different. nearly almost identical with my old pentel. UNFORTUNATELY, this thing, has zero quality compared to pentel!!! everyone knows that we should shake it before using it right, i shook and apply some on my writto. i was expecting for some whitey liquid to come out, but turned out to be something almost invisible liquid like water on my book. it even penetrated through the following layers of my book. macam some bird pee-ed on my book. 

alright, chill. i think i didnt SHAKE it vigorously enough for the insides to mix well. so i tried again. this time the white stuff do came out, but in a massive volume in one shot. i cant write anything on there as it is like mud. now there're whitey patches on my book. 

i'm not in a very good mood today. lacking of rest last night and an early morning of papaya lecture from my mom dosent really my type of good morning. so i was trying not to get mad on this super crap liquid paper already to save my dignity of the day.

funny thing is, the more i avoid to use the crap liquid paper, the more i writto i produced. making me no choice but to use that stupid thing, so irritating until i wanna bite someone heads off. that thing even cost me 5.20bucks if im not wrong. at the peak of my rage, i threw it to the floor. i've decided not to use it anymore and go get a new real pentel later. mmm, sounds great. but after few mins, i picked it up again with exasperation cause my writto were accumulating again. serious hate this faster alot but i cant live without it. i mean on the remaining two hours of maths only. i ll burn the faster factory if i need to depend on faster for the rest of my life. 

mok said she's going to get me a full box of pentel on my next birthday.and i like this thought alot ;)

owh.

monsoon season now

yes im talking about the weather with you


not my type of weather at all. esp when i'm going to have a bbq party and walking from my parking site to the tuition center and getting soaked after the grocery shopping and unable to bring my dog to pee n poo. see how inconvenient the rain brings. and the stupid booming thunder striking in the black sky all in a sudden. hey not that im afraid of the thunder, it's annoying when you wanted to sleep and it makes you feel lonely. LOL

my mom gave me alot to consider these days. and this time i've got nothing no answer for her 'cause for some reason i agree with her. weird huh
im 18yrs old this year. and going to 19 soon. but what have i done in my 18yrs old life? seriously, i dont know. esp in studies, obviously im not doing super well. procrastination overwhelmed me all the time. and pathetically, i've found no strong will to resist it. i still remember my dreams, my ambition. but it seems that they're slipping out through the gaps in silent. 18 is not that too old to regret but it's not that too young to act irresponsible to myself like an ignorant child. looking at my friends around me striving hard for their future lagi makes me wanna bite my head off. now i'm worried that in future what i ll do for my living if i continue this shit.
i drive legally in my 18. i dress up more girly in my 18. i have nearly everything in my 18. but i'm still having a bad 18 in my life.
you're only 18 once in your life. right? im trying hard to cherish it, to enjoy it, to make full use of it. however, things dont goes like what you wanted.

make a lemonade for yourself with your lemon
but the thing is, i've lost my lemon





you told me not to think too much and things ll come over by itself naturally. but when?

i'm

in a mess.

waddahell

100

my 100th blog post
since last year :)



found back my old blog
colours of ma life


go check it out if you're interested in my old life. lol
nothing much changed
except
im on facebook not on friendster anymore
and
my chinese is getting worst now :P


anyway
i've forgotten the password so i didnt update anything on there anymore


love me. not?

breakaway

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window

Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me

Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes ?til I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean

Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away
And breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging 'round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

because they fills in the picture

all the time

99th post

bad day

 friday mentakab trip tak laku, again :(
genting too, dosent work out
even a night out for movie, too. was disallowed

i guess i'll have to stay in home in this whole week. w/o school w/o tuitions

wow


so you say lah
how can i dont
FML to the maxx
?

in your strong arms

secured

love.loved

07.22pm

aiyo.

07.21pm

谁能体谅
我有雨天













yeah, i'm a little overwhelmed

07.16pm

last paper tomorrow.fab

starting to feel kosong