hear me!

I hate not meeting you everytime

I hate not getting your latest info all the time

I hate taylors for giving you forever tests

I hate xxx for treating you like this

I hate to hear that you're sad

I hate to hear that you're so stressed out

LIM XIN YING

sibeh miss you weiyh TT

*Pant*

if you think that lower 6 life's full of chemi bio maths,
then you're VERY WRONG

okaylah there're always some exception. but just assume that, MOST lower6 students aint only busying in the academic.
take for an example:
weekends SUPPOSED TO BE my golden-leisure-time after a week of schooling. but then since i joined st john ambulance team,

my weekends
my weekends
my weekends!

are going to be replaced by continuos-ed st john highway duty training instead of more sleeps or more food. obviouosly, im complaining. the highway duty trainings are held in school, every saturday and sunday, meaning im going to school everyday, literally! omg it sounded so sick already even though they havent started. but now in this case, the pros are more than the cons :) we're going to learn a damn lot of new stuff about emergency care. and all of them sounds really interesting! helping people out of mortal accidents, etc etc.. we sound so noble huh! xD hopefully we can see some blood or dead bodies during our duties..? okay this sounds very bad. all of these skills shall be damn useful for me next time, maybe or maybe not :P tapi too bad, i m going to ponteng on this coming weekend 'cause of going kl for wedding ceremony. spot me in one utama! and another thing i m really looking forward to is going HTAA to learn how to take blood? okay my vocab is limited sorry. im abit phobia to pointy stuff break into your skin, sink underneath your epidermis, and release liquid into your body. or vice versa, taking liquid out of your body. it shall be INTERESTING of me doing this, bwahahaha!
not forgetting to mention, next week is my 1st monthly test. and yours truly havent start to study anything yet. all i do in class are crapping laughing chess-cheating eating. after school tuitions sleeping eating again. i havent figure out when i m going to squeeze at least one of the subjects into my schedule, as tomorrow is friday already :P im not going to be suprised how bad i screwed my test. dad and mom should also do as same :)











i miss you, you and you
so
i think i am
Going for taylors' IU day
with you you and you :P

雨下一整晚

this is the song that tze piak's meifu played on charity night. with saxophone?!

with a spotlight shining him on the stage

and everyone was listening to him quietly

if u can imagine this

99%

you'll say 'awwwww' subconciously

IT DO SEEMS LIKE most of the people around me are IN A RELATIONSHIP. and in a good one too. for an instance, my class have 12 students now. and there're only 5 people are single. meaning there're more than half of the students are in a sweet relationship. starting to have green eyes. even the newcomers are in the flow. stuff got worst when having our class bbq. those who stayed for 3rd round bbq (including me) were all in pairs (except me). kenlee masih asked me 'why you don have one?' and i was feeling like giving him a middle finger. sorry shuteng :P

getting into a relationship is nice. have someone bungkus McD breakfast for you. have some broad shoulders to lean on. have someone to talk crap with you all the time. have someone to spend your phone credits on. yeah it's sweet. but dont forget the bitterness behind the sugar coating. you'll have to tear your time into half for him. roller-coastered mood with just a teeny weeny msg (girls are). you'll have lesser time to hangout with your BFF. and some may starts to post gooey wall post and make us say eeeeeeuk! im an anti-PDA 

but despite all these, everyone are finger crossed and wish that, their mr right or ms right would appear in front of the house door (okay you can include me this time) sweet or not, shall be considered on later part.

and hey, it's not my fault for not having a boyfriend. chemistry, timing and height are three important criteria to start one. but there're NON for now. plus, how can i go dating with piles of maths T homework debt under my belt? so dear monitor, pls stop asking stupid question...

白杨木影子被拉长我对你思念走不完

原来我从未习惯 你已不在我身旁

街道的铁门被拉上 只剩下转角霓虹灯还在闪

这城市的小港 雨下一整晚

 mei fu.

brrrrrrrr

omg this page is so dead now

so am i



where's the passion?

it feels like ystd

awwwwwwww