the end

7months, in a blink.
and i have no regrets.

no hatred
no turning back
no more tears
just disappoinment.


now i proudly declare myself :

 

SINGLE but

UNAVAILABLE

i'm owned by homeworks now ! :)

my life aint going down w/o you

girls rule guys drool !

thanks for the precious lesson



;)

people call me cas nowadays. 

or caszxin, casybaby for the girls.

nomore xin.

honestly, i'm missing this geli name. LOL

18/03/11

hello folks !
it's been quite some time since the last time i ever update this site i know !! and this half dead page will be still in the same condition after this post... until STPM is over ! :)
yeah it's kind of busy here. mainly in studies. but i'm still no smart cells inside me. homeworks were done, no skipping tuition classes, and oh well, i still sucked  in my previous test. now i'm getting nervous for my big test TT

anyway let us just put that aside for a second. let's talk about something, erm, more decent ? hahaha whatever :b

i just got back from malacca !! visited the place after a >5yrs gap i think :) and it's an awesome trip ! i'm not going to bore you by stripping down the details here, just to highlight some. hahaha
the main reason i went is for FOOD !! durian puff durian cendol potato twister satay celup etc and etc. mmm !! most of them were found in jonker street, aka ngap liu gai :) that street is just simply love ! lot's of little shops selling souvenirs cute slippers maxi dress and hat !  but some are pretty pricey too. i didnt splurge there to save for my coming dinner, what a waste :( we lingered on that street from 5pm till 11pm, plus and minus. not a minute of boredom, haha.  photos are still in agung's iphone. so be patient people.
and the 2nd night we went for korean food accidentaly. second time me trying this bbq korean style too, before that tried one at cheras. couldnt decided which one is better anyway bcause they tasted somekinda alike. all kimchi taste the same to me. lol
hmm besides food, we went for shopping and afamosa, like every tourist did when they visit malacca. the older i am, the more i feel i dont suit for water park or any theme park. i dont know why. i'm getting afraid of height and the adrenaline rush. therefore i spent 40bucks sitting on the tube and linger at the lazy river and wave beach. and, i'm tanned right now. sigh.
oh yes there's something remarkable i want to add !! i finally bought myself a new pencil case. and abandon my fila one ( which i used it since form1) it's a cool black esprit :) and it's big enough to put in my calculator !! yay !

i'm still in holiday after coming back from malacca. this time my holiday schedule is not that packed like previous ones as i dumped bio combo tuition classes. which buy me alot of ME time. besides attending tuition classes i'm just staying inside the house, and i kinda enjoy it :)

right now i'm anticipating the arrival of monday so that i could meet up with friends and my dear classmates !! i'm missing you guys here alot !! and also the mentakab people. there's not even a single day that i dont miss you all :D

you never call again

but why are you asking me to call back?

to be truth , you absence dosent bother me anymore.

i got enough of waiting and heartbreaks already.

reason

and i'm going to explain why the mood-less expression all the time.
actually it's just plain stress from studies.

so worry not.
i'm handling it.

love you people (:

for the xiaoniao

so i apologies here.
for all the moody faces/maximun point-ed expression and any unfriendly replies.
i know you love me.

but.
that's a little bit too overwhelming to me.


sorry that i made you worried
blame it all to me.


yeah im weird. i'm freaked out with someone who enters too deep into my life.

ignore me

and i'll appreciate that alot

awesomeness

08-feb-2011

it's my 19th birthdayyy !! and it's an awesome one (:

all thanks to the gang in kuantan and also my lovely classmates. oh ya, and babi too !!

LOVE YOU ALL TO THE MAXX !!

it's me on floral dress that babi bought xD

the moments that cannot be replayed

hello people !

happy cny ! hope you guys are having a great one !
this short cny holiday is just the perfect holiday. a perfect time to slow down and just nice for a good rest after hectic school life. and also loads of gathering and celebrations together with friends (:
didnt go back to mentakab for cny this year. not enough of time to make a short trip back and visit all the old friends. from fb it looks like they are having a nice time there but sadly i cant join any of it. anyway this year's cny is still the best i ever had i think. no more curfew will the main reason xD my freedom is coming back to me as a reward of being super good girl hahaha. also i m no more the one sitting beside and watch the others playing cards. this year im in it ! woohoo ! and all the sugar pumping happily in my blood (: there's no time to feel any hunger because i keep munching and munching and munching forever. so im all day energetic and hyper lol. wonder what figure will my bathroom scale show me...
and this year's cny is quite a special one for me. we wrote cny greeting cards to each other before the holiday starts. at first everyone was complaining it's a waste of time and rubbish but after we received every single cards and reading it, we know that this aint any rubbish but it's a precious document for us to keep it forever (: it's such a sweet deed and really, this should be carried on in future times. emails, fb posts and texts still cant replace letters. sometimes, it's the little stuff that reminds you how much you care for the people beside you and how much they mind about you.
but now it's already the third day of cny. sigh. happy moments just fly away too fast for my liking. monday ll be having school again and worst of it have to sit for exam already. double sigh.
anyway, i still have something to look forward. TUESDAY ! i ll be officially enter my 19th hood (:

this is probably the last year we could really spend times together. so im appreciating every each of the moment and im really grateful to have you guys as my friends !

till then, toodles !
and have a happy cny !


additional note: agung still wanted to scam people when sending greeting cards ==

you're just standing infront of me

but all im feeling is you're still miles apart with me



mind matter

things are unusually bad in these days.
and they go shyttie when emo-ness strikes in.
and complicated when lesser time for me to shut down my brain

even WORSE
when you're not here :(

sigh

just realised that school just reopened this monday.
but i'm already worn out

silver strands took the chance and keep on dominate my scalp.
but there's nothing i can do with them

and the rain, everyday.
make me have to put on my socks before going to bed

the starting of 2011
the begining of 19th
do really makes me feel

OLD