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responsibility aint just a noun. it's a vow, to yourself and also the people around you.

so think twice, before you'd promise to take that
because once you've sign on, there's no turning back

yeah, i'm thinking about it :)
thanks for the waiting

error

when you say
'i'm boring...'
it actually means that, you're a boring person :D

so, stop saying
'im boring..'

because you should be saying
'im bored....'




yeah, im really bored.
holiday sucks

once again, i should be quarantined

eh.

p/s: im a courgar/cuuugarr/cougar daddy

slash

dont feels wrong
nor it feels right


hestitating
because i dont wanna hurt another person
im bad enough already

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you gave me too much to remember

<3

where are you?

a guy msn-ed me. and i thought he's just one of the random-s since idk most of my msn contact.
but after a few chats, he's not from the random-s

yuan lai he's one of my teammate from a once-upon-a-time camp, named xunxingziyuen aka green camp because the camp shirt is so so greeny haha. to be frank i've totally forgotten about the camp, except for all the rushing. and of course, i've forgotten about my group.
he still remember me being short-haired and not that tall as now.
and that's making me feeling so guilty. for not remembering all the precious little info about everything. all the past sweet memories. people i've met in camps, little precious old gossips about school, my primary school besties.. all these are fading out of my life. my life now is only circling here, now.

i realised that im not making plans to go back to mentakab and visit my old friends in this long holiday. and im almost out-casted from them recently. i dunno why wongchunhow got into an accident. i dunno what do limxinying's status mean. i dunno how yuankeechin's doing now. i dunno how long has limfangchan's hair grown. i dunno how prem's doing with gayathry. i dunno exactly the info about eekaishen's taiwan trip. i dunno who yapshunxiang has fallen into now...
i finally realised what's the truth now. she's true. 1st year i left we ll be still contacting alot and getting up alot but it will not be the same after the 2nd year. some time, i m only just a random street-people that maybe you wont see me. or maybe i ll just be a hi-bye friend.
and yes i realised, nothing can sustain under distance. facebook? msn? sms? they're all bullshits.


if this is normal, this is about growing up and moving on
i want it to stop

attn people!

New resolutions:
1. pick up tennis again (hate being suckily watching other people slam the ball hard to me)
2. down to my ideal weight (urgent!)
3. do revision EVERYDAY esp maths maths maths
4. allow only ONE movie (possible?)
5. save up ka-ching ka-ching!!

yes people, it's holidayyyy! made your plan already? :P

anyway, selamat hari raya

No Yes No

...

NO, yet

so when?