had lived feeling like a failure recently.
like how i couldnt comfort a friend who's sad and giving shitty advices only
like how i still cannot tune my guitar after those tutorials videos on youtube
like how my student still cannot recognize peter and jane
like how i............



like how i know how bad will my results is,



long sigh.

still hoping for the best to happen. hope march will be good to me.

Cut those Anti-Lynas bullshit. It has been used as a political tool to fool people like you. It is a done deal. and if you are foolish enough to think that it is possible to stop Lynas, think again. Lynas can always move to somewhere else in the world (aka: alternatively screwing up another country). so, why not skip your halfwitted complains about possible hazards that Lynas could bring and direct the effort to implement effective regulations to guide Lynas' waste treatment process, while takin full advantage of the benefits that it could bring to our frail economy and job market?

some different view on the lynas thing. make sense in some ways.

total crap in some ways too. althou it seems impossible, anti-lynas is never a bullshit. 

im not someone who's really into this issue. but i still know roughly what's the situation now. 

just one: please be considerate and put yourself into the situation. 

this is to everyone. to everything. 

hello again !

i notice i said alot of hello-s in the beginning of some of my post. ahahaha
well this time it's because i more into the mood of reading instead of writting/typing. now it's gone and im back to my own stories again !
bought da vinci code last week from popular, and i just bought it because it's famous and cheap and i needed a new novel so badly. i didnt know what the hell it's talking about before that. no preview no trailer. and im damn glad that i bought it ! i must say that it's almost good as harry potter to me ! althou alot of french names inside that made my head whirls alot, the story line is definately captivating. kept me busy and alot of late sleep nights and pimples popping out like fireworks.

yeah let's get back to the real life. stop the da vinci mania for awhile (:
i almost hope that my real life is like robert langdon's. flying across the countries and with minutes as the time measurement. i didnt mean it literally but what i want is, uhmm, a little bit more sparks. at least not dull like now. get up, work, facebook, twitter, sleep. and resume the routine tomorrow. ahhhh.. what can i say more. you know my feelings, dont you. i almost miss my busy life in the past now. all the extra time now is just making me sick and my brain system is getting down. getting stupid-er. stupid until dont know how to use my own phone.

talking about phone. yeah i got a blackberry as my present from mom recently (: i always like BB more than iphone because it has a qwerty keyboard. i loathed touch screens phone altho it looks cool to swipe your phone with just one finger. i will admit that much. i got the phone w/o signing on any plan. i didnt know that every BB user must at least sign up with a BIS plan to fully utilize the smartphone. not until fiona explained why my credits are mysteriously disappearing. i dont text and make phone calls alot but i still exceed my monthly 30 ringgit phone bills. DAFUQ. and now i swear to survey and study all the smart plans that those tele companies offer ASAP. and sign on for one as well.

see, i told you im getting stupidier now. even a phone can outsmart me now.

sigh.




the results are rumored to be released tomorrow. but thank god. the rumor remains. i knew that i've flung it hard. just not ready to accept it as in black and white statement.

i do notice somethings. that february is coming to an end. feb is a good month for me aha. i still have the padini birthday card which entitle me a 30% disc on my shopping, starbucks free beverage for my birthday, cleo 50% off on selected saloon like maroons and a quicksilver cash voucher that i got for shopping at roxy for cny. anyway that one reached it's expiry already. what a waste.
so anyone up to a shopping at padini or chill out at starbucks ? please date me before feb ends please.
on call 24hrs

i will wait from now :)
TBC. hope life is getting more colors <3


p/s: DAFUQ is one new word i notice recently. it means fuck that in some way right ? i hope i didnt get it wrong.
pp/s: my birthday had been a GREAT day. all thanks to my beloved family and friends. thanks for all the effort. and also those priceless presents. and also the sincere wishes. i love you all, very much

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