hear me!

I hate not meeting you everytime

I hate not getting your latest info all the time

I hate taylors for giving you forever tests

I hate xxx for treating you like this

I hate to hear that you're sad

I hate to hear that you're so stressed out

LIM XIN YING

sibeh miss you weiyh TT

*Pant*

if you think that lower 6 life's full of chemi bio maths,
then you're VERY WRONG

okaylah there're always some exception. but just assume that, MOST lower6 students aint only busying in the academic.
take for an example:
weekends SUPPOSED TO BE my golden-leisure-time after a week of schooling. but then since i joined st john ambulance team,

my weekends
my weekends
my weekends!

are going to be replaced by continuos-ed st john highway duty training instead of more sleeps or more food. obviouosly, im complaining. the highway duty trainings are held in school, every saturday and sunday, meaning im going to school everyday, literally! omg it sounded so sick already even though they havent started. but now in this case, the pros are more than the cons :) we're going to learn a damn lot of new stuff about emergency care. and all of them sounds really interesting! helping people out of mortal accidents, etc etc.. we sound so noble huh! xD hopefully we can see some blood or dead bodies during our duties..? okay this sounds very bad. all of these skills shall be damn useful for me next time, maybe or maybe not :P tapi too bad, i m going to ponteng on this coming weekend 'cause of going kl for wedding ceremony. spot me in one utama! and another thing i m really looking forward to is going HTAA to learn how to take blood? okay my vocab is limited sorry. im abit phobia to pointy stuff break into your skin, sink underneath your epidermis, and release liquid into your body. or vice versa, taking liquid out of your body. it shall be INTERESTING of me doing this, bwahahaha!
not forgetting to mention, next week is my 1st monthly test. and yours truly havent start to study anything yet. all i do in class are crapping laughing chess-cheating eating. after school tuitions sleeping eating again. i havent figure out when i m going to squeeze at least one of the subjects into my schedule, as tomorrow is friday already :P im not going to be suprised how bad i screwed my test. dad and mom should also do as same :)











i miss you, you and you
so
i think i am
Going for taylors' IU day
with you you and you :P

雨下一整晚

this is the song that tze piak's meifu played on charity night. with saxophone?!

with a spotlight shining him on the stage

and everyone was listening to him quietly

if u can imagine this

99%

you'll say 'awwwww' subconciously

IT DO SEEMS LIKE most of the people around me are IN A RELATIONSHIP. and in a good one too. for an instance, my class have 12 students now. and there're only 5 people are single. meaning there're more than half of the students are in a sweet relationship. starting to have green eyes. even the newcomers are in the flow. stuff got worst when having our class bbq. those who stayed for 3rd round bbq (including me) were all in pairs (except me). kenlee masih asked me 'why you don have one?' and i was feeling like giving him a middle finger. sorry shuteng :P

getting into a relationship is nice. have someone bungkus McD breakfast for you. have some broad shoulders to lean on. have someone to talk crap with you all the time. have someone to spend your phone credits on. yeah it's sweet. but dont forget the bitterness behind the sugar coating. you'll have to tear your time into half for him. roller-coastered mood with just a teeny weeny msg (girls are). you'll have lesser time to hangout with your BFF. and some may starts to post gooey wall post and make us say eeeeeeuk! im an anti-PDA 

but despite all these, everyone are finger crossed and wish that, their mr right or ms right would appear in front of the house door (okay you can include me this time) sweet or not, shall be considered on later part.

and hey, it's not my fault for not having a boyfriend. chemistry, timing and height are three important criteria to start one. but there're NON for now. plus, how can i go dating with piles of maths T homework debt under my belt? so dear monitor, pls stop asking stupid question...

白杨木影子被拉长我对你思念走不完

原来我从未习惯 你已不在我身旁

街道的铁门被拉上 只剩下转角霓虹灯还在闪

这城市的小港 雨下一整晚

 mei fu.

brrrrrrrr

omg this page is so dead now

so am i



where's the passion?

it feels like ystd

awwwwwwww

awesomeness

this is what i listened on hitz.fm recently
and this is awesome!
even better than beyonce's xD
okayy here's it:
IF I WERE THE BOSS
by JJ ean

If i were the Boss,

Even just for a day, (one time only man)
I would change the station name from hitz to radio Ean And JJ...


If i were the boss,
Work would start on tuesday...
We will end the week on thursday,
and Everyday will be Halfday....
If i were the boss,
I think i could understand....
I'll refuse to work a margin,
and give a raise of 20 cents....
Hang out with the girls,,,
and be hard on the guys..
My despatch be riding harleys,
Our trips will be to Bali
if we bankrupt
i will break down and cry..
If i were the boss,
i will come up with a plan..
Make everyone do all the work,
take the credit and look like the man..

If i were the boss,
My lunch break would be 2 days
I'll have ps3 in my room,
200 inch LCD and play all day, MY WAY..JJ~~~


If i were the boss,
I think i could understand....
I'll refuse to work a margin,
and give a raise of 20 cents....


Hang out with the girls,,,
and be hard on the guys..
My despatch be riding harleys,
Our trips will be to Bali


if we bankrupt
i will break down and cry..
Cos i'll always come in late,
to show who i am,
and if i was a girl, i'll make them call me man...
if you thought i'd be nicer, then you thought wrong~~~~
But we are not the boss,
so we canot CUTI*...
come to office really early,
to try to make some money,
So we can open stall jual nasi (goreng, pataya, kandar, lemak...what else a? dagang)


for a laugh when you're stucked in the traffic
kudos to JJ ean!

blur case 1

okayy this is one an instant-blogpost as i think i may collapse on the keyboard if im still struggling to keep awake for half an hour more.

I HAVE MY 1ST LITTLE ROAD ACCIDENT

my mom's bloody car is too tall
and im a super blur case after 2hour of exhausting math tuition
no harm done to the livings

but the non-livings are the exceptions
my mom's cheap sui avanza have a dent there
and i realized one fact
it's impossible to be NOT PANIC when you're involved in any accidents
no matter how insignificant they are

lesson learnt:
trust the car sensor's sign for my own dear life

resolutions of the day:
1. i will not sa sa go for mahmud's sports practice to waste my nap time anymore
2. i will burn all my maths homeworkSSSSSS, someday..

suddenlyfeelinglikewannakickyourdamnass

youpevertedolddog

*head hitting keyboard*

the last blow of vuvuzela for you argentines

well i purposely rushed back from TC to catch up with the quarter-finals fifa. Because it's Aaargentina playing versus the tall Germans. of course i was hoping high for argentina. been supporting them since fifa started :) they made their all their way to the quarter finals, and now hoping to squeeze into the top fours. argentina's one of the most pretigious football along with brazil germany etc etc. and the argentines are getting more from the media's attention because of Messi! the superstar of argentina, the Maradona's favourite, the magical shorty from barcelona. we all put high hopes on him to aid argentina to cruise on to the semi-finals

but superstar wont be shining with all the dark forces keep on tailing him. and the germans was on too fast pace. scored on the 2nd minute. made all of us spatting (insert any derogatory word). scored after the half time rest. made me keep garu garu my legs and yell 'baddddddd this is badddddd!'. scored before the match's going to end. made me said oh oh oh oh oh my goddd. this is all so unexpected. we all knew that the germans are good. but at least we thought that the argentines will put on a good fight for them
although argentina lost 4-0 to the Germans, this match is still worth for a watch. the Germans were all so tall and strong and fasttt! dominating the field on most of the time on the upper half match. like black clouds overun the blue sky sorry idk about those tactical football verbs xD. and at last the blue sky were teared into shreds. my bulu kaki all fallen on the icy tiles too. the creepy octopus's oracle became true again.
this is the end of argentina's fifa journey. like brazil and portugal, they have no fate with 2010 fifa finals. no luck on the land of south africa. we shall give a last blow of vuvuzela for argentina, and hope them coming back for fifa stronger four years later!

okayyy time for bed. nights peeps

p/s: i like how tevez kicked the ball right into the german's face. chun chun
pp/s:  i have knee problem
ppp/s: I HAVE TO SLIM DOWN, now

whoops!

life cruised on. it's july now. i didnt really realise how fast had time creeps in silence. it has been a while since leaving air putih. it has been some years leaving hwa lian. it has been one solid year leaving you :)
3 yrs half, close to 4 yrs aint some short period. we used to go through all the good times and some bad times together. sometimes i do think about all of it. and they made me smile for no reason. my best entertainment when having boring chemi periods :) oh yeah sometimes i quite pai heng, i stalked on you! bwahahahaha! sorry for being lame though, hope you ll forgive me again. but hell no, dont misunderstood. i love you, just like how i love my other friends. nothing much. so dont you worry again :) i stick to my decision. and i still think that this's the best decision for both of us. sometimes i do doubt on myself on this, but that's all just mere stupid girl emo outburst. i owned you once, and that's quite enough. i knew you'd agree with me :)
you wont see any dandelions dancing though the wind in pairs
it's sad
but this is a fact

and i guess i didnt really thanked you properly before
so

thanks alot

for all the memories

you go Joey go!

( hope you dont mind if i offended you xD)

XOXO