29 January 2012

leaked gas

chinese new year in 2012 dosent really have a lot of unexpected happenings, nor excitement.
again, overeating, gambling, eat again, this time drink abit and, gamble again. thank god i'm kiamsiap enough so i didnt lose alot. didnt win alot either.

i dont know why im losing some passion on my life recently. i had fun, alot and i enjoyed it. just no excitement. no sparks. everyday going out early in the morning to visit and back to home in the evening. sometimes abit of night outings. but honestly, im more looking forward on the going home part. back to home, run a hot nice bath and lie lazily on my bed with my favourite old novel. i didnt sleep alot though, i just like to slack at home. and day dream.

i hate myself being like that. will you please come back, yap ke xin.
YELL OUT LOUD

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