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to be strictly talking, i've not done anything remarkable in my 18yrs old life. no appearance on the newspaper no award received, no visiting any fancy countries nothing awesome nothing glam.
plain, ordinary, simple.
so it's a love and hate situation for me. i enjoy simplicity but i'm not satisfied to be ordinary because they sounds BORING. lol
you'd start thinking : then what satisfy you? getting interviewed by Forbes mag's reporter?
and I'd say: YESSS!
lol, nolah. that's too much. what i mean is i didnt achieve any outstanding achievement in my 18yrs old level. like getting super good academic results, getting prizes in schools or whatsoever for a normal teenager level. pathetic.
anyway, there're still some little different stuff that i've done in this year. and those are really some lifetime skills
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dont anticipate too much, it's just that i learnt driving and guitar. like i said, lifetime skills. LOL

anyway, forget about the achievements. let's talk about people :)
the year of every 18yrs old teen is always accompanied by something more: seperation.
because in this age, all of us can choose our best way to continue our studies and choices not only limited to local high schools but colleges in the big cities and also overseas. a few friends from the my kuantan gang went to colleges, and we can only gather everyone all around once or twice after a long time, or serious abit, once in a blue moon. in between, we have also conflicts that cause tears shedding and arguements. i guess everyone's getting matured and being more firm on our own stands. but finally, nothing super big deal happened and we're as good as usual. just for some cases, it wont be as good as previous times anymore. sigh.
enrolling into form6 also seperated us the 5Cs students esp my kuantan gang into different classes. and i'm the only one from the gang to be sorted to L6S3, the 1st biology class. but FORTUNATELY, all my class students are all nice people. 13 of us are like representatives from different gang but we mingle around well, like a little family. class parties, dressing up, dinner tennis, gym, yumcha, getting scolded by teachers, group ponteng, meeting in the lab, xu xu pai etc etc etc. i enjoyed spending time with them alot and i'm looking forward for more!
as for friends in mentakab, i still seldom see them and hang around but once we get the chance, it's like old times once again. laughing out loud :) they are still the people whom i treasure and trust the most.
and lastly,
you know who i saved for last,
his sudden appearance in my life do made some changes in me. life is happier and warmer with his company all the time. he never failed to put back the smile on me whenever i'm down. there're not alot of memories between us as we just started not long but each of them are masterpiece. the sad case is, we cant be like last time for now due to some problems. guess we have to work more harder and wait for 2012! lol


there's nothing i regretted in 2010 and i'm embracing the arrival of 2011, in full gear!

cheerss everyone!